…where I just don’t know what is happening anymore and all I can do I pray and hope I’m not doing something stupid.
Those days, where I need to just stop over-thinking and stop letting satan get a grip on me, and let God completely embrace me.
Those days that I realize I don’t know everything and I still have a lot of learning to do, but don’t know where to start.
I have been given so much. More than I even deserve, and I feel like I am just going to ruin it somehow if I don’t handle them correctly. I can’t even seem to correctly convey my feelings to those who need to know.
Is there something wrong with me?
Why don’t guys know how to communicate??
The definition of routine is a customary or regular course of procedure. When people say ‘Don’t make time with God routine”….Well…shouldn’t we? Time with him should be a regular thing in our daily schedual.
The danger is, and I think this is where everyone come froms when they say ‘don’t make it routine’, that we spend time, but do it, just to get it done…
Does this make sense, or am I over-thinking the word too much?
I know he is out there somewhere…maybe he is right under my nose…I will rest in the loving arms of God and continue to be patient, but oh, how some days, such as today get lonesome, I wish he were just here beside me.